Thank you all for your kind comments and Emails (and parcels! Thanks Isabelle).
I'm way better today. I had an appointment with the specialist yesterday and I'm in good care. I slept for 6 hrs total tonight and that was awesome. I feel like a new person (still tired ;) ) and everything will be o.k. I guess. It just needs time! Thank you for hanging in here ( I even knitted 3 rows on my plain vanilla sock yesterday evening! So, that is a good sign!)