As those of you, who follow me on facebook already know, I had a hell of a week. So around my birthday I found a strange knot in my left breast again (plus the kids had a bad cold), so I had 2 horrible days of a weekend and called the clinic on Monday to see if I could come in for an out of order check up. I could come in the next day (our neighbour took care of the twins and I'm so grateful that we have the nicest neighbours around here) and the doctors decided that they needed to make, what they call a needle-biopsy. So they got some cells out of the knot and then the waiting began.
A whole week of waiting, of thinking what would happen if the cancer would be back, what I would do if it were back. Thinking, that I'm not ready to go, that I have two tiny girls here, that need me (and I need them...). And more even more unpleasant thoughts.
So yesterday I called my Ob-gyn and she told me, that everything was just fine. That it's just scartissue and that after the pregnancy the body just changes, so that old scars feel different.
I'm just so happy and relieved.
(and I took a ton of pictures of the cutie-pies yesterday, so here are some...)